‘bothered and confused of my days that passed.

time really tells of everything and only our choice could make it a legend or can turn it to be “just nothing”.

i wanted to live life passionately and to savor my journeys.

to savor my time, people and of course moments for bitterness and betterness.

i dont want something that could make me happy and miserable. but i want something that could surprisingly makes me either. im too fearless and numb and sometimes i am too wiser to reach my satisfaction.sometimes wenever i feel i wanted somethin’, i act and talk of letting go or shall we say it i’m talking against my well. but wenever i feel nothing to matter and useless to me, i dont say anything and i go RUSH to the EXIT ( its d easiest way to withdraw). too bad but that’s me and i couldnt help it. and i dont care if someone gets hurt specially  wen u wanted to be that way (MEAN!)

too stupid…me

yeah… its true i sometimes frequently made decisions that i DONT think of a LOT. GRRRHHH! im full of STUPIDITY but still i ENJOYED it! hehe i have full of energy and guts to experiment and explore WHAT IS LIVING AND SURVIVING! lolx!  but what and how i did been thru, i didn’t had a lot of REGRET… might just a little but no big deals, i am just too ironic (too  IRONIC HEAD) of my self identity number 2 coz i dont listen and and do’s the demands of my desires… SH+t desires! lolx! and hopefully what and how will my life goes tomorrow everything will be STILL  NOT REGRETTABLE and be a better WISER decision to made. (hopefully to SURELY!)

~indeeve~